A Mellow Yellow Sam! :D

A Mellow Yellow Sam! :D

A goofier me!

A goofier me!

My new red hair.

My new red hair.

I’ve said it once, and I will say it again; A civil union is like ordering a Caesar salad and receiving a plate of lettuce. Sam Lane (via war-brain)
This is me, at the Adelaide Pride March for the Opening Day of The Feast Festival. It was such a good day. 

This is me, at the Adelaide Pride March for the Opening Day of The Feast Festival. It was such a good day. 

A Big Unicorn And Rainbows Everywhere.

Today is the first day of the 2011 Adelaide Feast Festival, here in South Australia.

As far as I am aware, this is the biggest LGBTIQ festival of its kind in the southern hemisphere.

Today there shall be a march, and a party! It shall be wonderful.

2 years ago was the first time I attended a Feast Festival event. It was the picnic that they have at the end. I remember going and realising I had never been around so many people within the LGBTIQ community. 

I remember feeling like I didn’t belong.

Today, I am so happy. I have so many more friends, and am so excited to be going to the march and the opening night party. 

Adelaide is a very small city, and even though it is referred to as ‘The City of Churches’ I think it is wonderful that I live here, and can be apart of this wonderful annual festival.

I am happy.

xx 

I will be a father one day. I promise the universe that. I may be single, gay and male. But one day I will be a father. I will make sure of it, because I have to. I have to do something better. I have to do something more important than only my life. I have to become a father. Nothing will stop me. No one will stop me. I will beg, borrow and steal all that I need to make sure I can bring a life into this world. A real life, with a chance and a dream. I will be the best father, I promise that. If anyone in this world wants to deny me this, then so be it, but one day I WILL be a dad, a papa, a daddy, a father! If it is the only great thing I do, it will be to father a great human being.

Sodomy and Cocktails

Four Weddings And A Sobriety Test

So, I’m still crushing on some guys. I spent some time with Fitch (I’ve mentioned him before, but it was a while-ish ago.) and it was really good.

 

My attraction to him grew quite a bit. Which is probably a bad thing, because I don’t know what he thinks of me. So the likelihood is, that I am completely kidding myself. I’m hopeful though. 

I’m trying to not be too forward or anything. I’m just trying to be myself, and hopefully show the good things about me. 

Gah.

I don’t like these feelings. It almost feels like desperation when I get a crush. I feel all flustered and unsure. I question myself a lot more. Which, I don’t think is good. I don’t like it. I don’t like how I act around people I like. 

I’m sorry, I’m being pathetic.

I will end with this. It was a good time I had with him, and I hope to have another. 

xx